Saturday, June 19, 2010

A Watered Garden...

Yipee! Spring is finally in full swing!



This morning started off quite cold as women from my church met for a garden tour and an amazing lunch. About 30 of us rode together on a school bus and stopped at 3 different private home gardens. It was wonderful. Such fun! And it didn't RAIN... we were so happy! A perfect day. At one of the stops I had a cup of coffee in one hand and homemade banana bread in the other as I was strolling through the gorgeous grounds. I couldn't have asked for more. It was an inspiring day, to say the least, which of course, is why I just had to stop at Schedeen's Garden Nursery in Gresham for some planting compost and a few more plants! (to which I endured some teasing from Darcy..."MORE plants?") Tonight I was outside gardening until dark and again rain soaked me from head to toe...just like last night. Rain and more rain. I must admit though, with all the extra rain my yard looks lush and beautiful. Other than a few too many slugs...most plants seem to be growing exceptionally well. So glad that I took the time to fertilize a month ago. What a difference fertilizer makes!



Funny true story...when Darcy and I were first married we rented a small ranch house (not to be confused with ranch-style) in Oregon City that was on 60+ acres with grazing cattle and no fences around our little house. Often we would find a surprise "cow pile" in an unexpected place...like behind our car (not fun when you're in a hurry to get somewhere) or right on our front porch! (I know...ew!) But for the most part the cows were interesting to watch and often we would find them gazing at us through our living room window! My first lesson in fertilizer came when one of the cows landed a big "pile" on one half of the flower bed. Months later I planted marigolds. The one half of the marigolds grew 10 times bigger with way more blooms than the other unfertilized half of the flower bed! I have never forgotten that important lesson. I have found that it always pays off in the end to take the time to weed and to feed...and of course to use lots of water while growing my garden!



It is water I've been thinking about today. With all of the rain we've been having I've been thinking about Joel 2:23 and about God pouring out His Spirit...the former and the latter rains which speaks of spiritual renewal....the greater coming in the latter rains...or later years. Also of John 7:38 when Jesus says, "He who believes in me as the scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water." Because of our relationship with Jesus we experience His life and hope springing up from the deepest part of our soul causing peace and beauty instead of fear and despair. My favotire today:



The Lord will guide you continually.
He will satisfy your soul in drought,
And strengthen your bones;
You shall be like a watered garden.
A spring of water whose waters do not fail.
Isaiah 58:11


I was deeply touched today by one of the women who opened up her home for a garden tour. Not only did she have a beautiful garden but she was also the lunch hostess. Everything was perfect. Her love of serving and loving others and the Lord was undeniable. She smiled and was so gracious. Hugging every person who came into her home. She, along with lots of helpers, served us a delicious meal. The tables were set so pretty. Shortly after arriving I heard her husband was very sick. This was my first time meeting her. I didn't know of her husband's illness or the seriousness of it. It wasn't until I was on the bus and leaving when someone asked that we keep them in prayer as Hospice had just left that morning and said he had only a week to live and that He was preparing to meet Jesus. Such seriousness business happening while laughter filled their home. We ate together, worshiped in song, shared stories and fellowshiped. This gracious woman and her husband are remarkable people I will not soon forget. Their lives... like watered gardens. Holy Spirit filled lives.



Thank you Lord for Your love and tender mercy today. Thank you for being near. Your word says that you are especially near the broken hearted. Thank you that You number our days and that our life and breath and all our ways are in the palm of Your hand. May Your beauty be seen in us, may Your will be done in our lives as it is in heaven while we walk this earth...every moment of it. Amen.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Song of the Winter Wren

It's already June. When I started this blog I hoped to write once a month...maybe capture some deep thoughts of meditation...I have many of them. Those of you who know me know this is true. The songs that God has given me come from a place of seeking Him in those deep moments. Sometimes they can get me into trouble. Especially through transitions in my life, but also when it's raining a downpour outside for days on end like it has been this week. I can linger a little too much and stay too long on a thought or concern and find myself in a funk. I bet many of you reading this can totally relate. This is when I focus to apply Phil 4:4-8. How I am so thankful for God's Word. His life and truth. His truth and life. It is gentleness I long for and seek in these times. A gentleness of heart and mind. And He never fails me. Sometimes He asks that I wait...and then He speaks.

I have learned to love the song of the Winter Wren. The first time I heard it's song I was walking a path on the Barlow Trail with my husband and we were dreaming of moving to the mountian where we now live. It's beautiful song left me standing still... my eyes watching in hopes to see a glimpse of the incredible bird that had sung such a song...a tiny little red-brown bird. As I continued to walk, I also recognized the still small voice of God that whisphered, "I will give you a song in the winter...". He has. More than a few times I have heard the Winter Wren's trill again while walking along a river bank and I am reminded of His voice that day. A voice of His faithful care of the things of my heart. His words hold me still.

How thankful I am of the loved ones in my life and the constistancy of their love for me. Thank you God for friendship. For their encourgement in my life. Often their voice to my ears is that of the Winter Wren. Encouragement. Beauty. Joy. Delight. May my life encourage others as I have been encouraged. Jesus, together may we know and experience Your deep love and care for us.

You Sing Over Me
You sing over me a sweet melody
Every moment every day, You are near
You dance over me
Though my eyes they cannot see
Like the wind upon the trees Your breath brings life
Your song of love
Your song of peace
Your song of rest, that makes my heart release
To take Your hand and find Your gentle eyes
And know I'm safe
Within Your arms of grace
As Your child I'm in Your care
Though I'm mostly unaware
Of Your song as it swirls around me constantly
My life and all my ways
In Your palm You hold my days
I am safe for You sing over me
Your song of love
Your song of peace
Your song of rest, that makes my heart release
To take Your hand and find Your gentle eyes
And know I'm safe
Within Your arms of grace
Karen Lais
April 26, 2010

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Waiting for Spring...Lingering in Winter

Every year about this time I begin to plan out my garden. I love looking outside and visualizing Zinneas & Dahlias in bloom, some of my favorite flowers that I will once again be planting very soon. My heart fills with anticipation of vases filled with their bright vibrant colors in my house. I especially like to give bouquets away to family & friends. Flowers always bring a smile! This morning was no exception. My longing for planting is increasing. But as I looked out of my window this morning and saw Huckleberry Mountain behind my house covered with snow and the light sprinkling of white on my deck and all over my yard, I decided to let my thoughts linger on winter today. It won't be long and the days will be warmer and my mountain home backyard will be filled with "Forget Me Nots" and the plum trees will be a delicate pink in bloom as they are already in the valley...but for today...it's time to sift and sort my heart and mind. Is there anything I need to do before the spring comes? I think I need to write, or begin to write...to put my thoughts to words regarding the journey I have been on and the release of my very first CD called Songs in the Night. I've been in a spiritual winter forever, it seems. Really it has been only about 3 years, about the time I came to live here at the foothills of Mt Hood. The Lord spoke to my husband Darcy and I just a week before we moved here that we were entering the season of "winter". A time of "deep abiding rest". It has been a place that has been private for the most part. A time of transition. A time of seeking God. A time of struggle at the beginning but then of healing and release. Up to now it has been difficult to put to words. The words and the desire to share has begun to form and so I begin this blog. It has been a time of adjustment. Thoughts of "that was then, this is now and what is next?" I have spent endless wonderful hours at the piano with Jesus, writing songs...completing the old and writing new. And then a time of recording (yea) and now ready to release! (wow) :) I find that I want to sing of His faithfulness more than ever before!!! It is bubbling up inside of me like a fountian that could possibly form a river! Rivers of living water springing up from inside of me, just as His words says! I want to sing, "run into the arms of Jesus!" He is waiting to renew our souls! There is no one truly like Him! No heart who listens and understands like His does. No beauty or loveliness in friendship like His. No light that shines brighter! No song that sounds sweeter. No place that is or has ever been or ever will be as safe to rest in. We are held in the palm of His hands! It is in the winter that I realized the depth of these truths. May His Word in me, that which was deposited in my heart in the season of winter be released!


Seasons. Change. Movement. The only thing that remains is Him. God never changes. He moves with us through the seasons of life. His faithfulness is constant.



The steps of the believer are steeped in

constant change. Fingers are painfully

peeled away from the security of sameness

one at a time. Again and again. Great wisdom

lies in freeing our fellow sojourners...

cherished though they are. With hands

freshly loosed we find liberty to embrace the

One who will never change, and courage to

release to Him those who ever will.

Beth Moore